Miserable

Have you ever met someone that you really like or respect, gotten very close to him/her and you know this is working out just fine.. then as time goes by, he/she hangs out with another group of people.. however, everytime when you are together, it feels as if its all normal... So what do you believe..?? Everytime, I would like to believe that Im thinking too much. Then again, its just so hard not noticing the things around you, trusting in yourself tt everything is just right.. Or do I shun the truth, believe what I hope it will be, not wanting to accept the cold hard fact... Its just so painful, i wish I was ignorant, totally blur to what is happening around me...

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