Mid Sem Blues

Mid sem break is here... Wanted to slack and yes I did... For 2 days that is, til now i noticed the piles of undone projects.....

Yeah, wrote 2, actually 3 songs since 2 weeks ago.. English songs that is, recorded one, but i think my singing sucks.. Or is it the mic or the environment.. haha.. well, kinda raw the recording, but well, its a first take on my song.. ha.. Really feels good for my song to be recorded....

Bought a new phone.. Nokia 6280.. Yeah, the one everybody seems to be having nowadays thanks to the student promo.. Well, it aint a bad thing after all since more ppl using it means more themes will be created!! Cool, finally I have a camera phone.. yeah dun laugh..

Recently Ive been real scared... yeah, like thinking 5 years down the road.. What will I become, where will I be, will I be that happy or sad?? Will I still be having fun with the people around me, will I still get to see or talk to them daily or often... The thought of them drifting away is so scary... Was wondering, are everyone only concerned about themselves? Are couples getting together or married just because the society urges them to be that way, even they dun feel completely in love?

I guess our society is too tight lipped bout everything... Restricting whatever informations that comes in, a bit like North Korea... Parents keep on asking their children nt to get a gf/bf too early, focus n studies, then once university finishes, they rush u to get a gf/bf fast, saying tt u are nt young anymore... -__- Do they think that relationships are like the ones in Fairy Tales like Sleeping Beauty? One kiss and she's yours?

Well, the ave. age that we get married seems to be getting later and later.... By the time I get married, I may have kids that goes to uni when im at the age of 55+.. wow... thats old... shucks... =( Oh well...

talked more trash @ 7:50 PM

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